It’s back to school time. I’ve been seeing all of the items in the stores and the commercials on tv. I’ve seen the back to school posts from my teacher friends on social media as they prepare classrooms and celebrate final days of summer. It has been some of the hardest work of my adult life to be happy for them. 

I am jealous. I am sad and frustrated and depressed. But the jealousy is the worst. Still I try and I smile and I hope and I pray that the Universe will let me know the plan soon.